Copying Misao Fujimura

Broken line of shadow and light...
The delicate of life,
of the humane delight.
The zen of art,
while we feel it so beautiful...

Just one soulful of emptiness,
The imagination ends.
So surreal and so peaceful
in it the aesthetic sense.
Simple dreams were Kafka's philosophy.

For all the days,
all existence,
all meaning of past
Can be written in a life,
by then they're gone.

Ah, The straggle
All pain sealed within,
Struggle unresolved...
All paradoxes puzzle,
with nothingness, shall be solved.

Human always lost in,
this labyrinth of mine.
When we give up on riddles,
to sphinx we all die.

To ask is to answer;
to give in is to fathom.

Sorrow and melancholy,
together they wander,
Trail shall meet judgment
The end of juries' wonder.

万里空寂，千载洪流，
一心之眼看不清如此梦中幻。
卡夫卡之哲学，值多少本质？
万有之虚无，一答以解之，即 不可知。
背负生之迷茫，禅思，尔后选择苟活，
然无解之斯芬克斯，明悟即生就死。
终醒 最大之悲剧竟然为审判之落幕。


My own version of the poem.

Original version of Chinese and English translation

Suicide Poem by Misao Fujimura.

Delicate line between heaven and earth...
The calm of the ages,
all the world's worth.
Such minuscule measure,
while we think it so grand...

Just five specks of smallness,
This soft quiet land.
So frail and so fleeting,
in the end you will see
Simple dreams were Horatio's philosophy.

For all the truth,
all creation,
all secrets of yore
Can be told in an instant,
by then they're no more.

Ah, The Unexplainable
All worries unsettled,
heartache unresolved...
All questions unanswered,
with death, shall be solved.

We already teeter,
this sheer cliff so high.
When we fall to corruption,
insecurities die.

To end is to start;
to surrender is to know.

Despair and depression,
together they grow.
Hope shall meet hopeless
when there’s nowhere to go.

悠悠天壤，遼遼古今，
五尺之軀想不透如此大哉問。
赫雷修之哲學，值多少權威？
萬有之真相，一言以蔽之，即 不可解。
懷抱胸中之恨，煩悶，最後選擇一死，
既已站在巖上，胸中了無不安。
始知 最大的悲觀竟等於最大的樂觀。

藤村操 Misao Fujimura's
Chinese and English translation of the poem.

A very beautiful and meaningful Poem.

A lady in rain

There are shadow, there are light,
There are angels, there are lies.
What is behind the darkest sky?
We fall; we fail in the mist of ignorance veil.
Lone heart and empty soul, where will you go?

In the Memory of my beloved grandmother.

Death is the end of all life. It is something we always think of, fear of and in the end grieve of for the sad reality. Life passed on from the deceased to the living, and one day we will all face the only equality of life and follow the path of all living, paying the debt that all man pays. Often we asked, what is death? Is it an entity that wearing some cloak and holding a large scythe? Or it is just an eternal slumber that allows tired souls to rest forever in the hand of God from this absurd world? Memento Mori, remember we will surely die one day. Times up for someone, times goes on for others. The loss of one beloved soul is the gain of the memories of those we missed much. Family, Friends and Memories, they might fade away someday perhaps, but as long as we live, the burdens are ours to bear.

In the Memory of my beloved grandmother.

此路不通

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人总有各式各样，性格也有很多种。世界上有多少人就有多少种性格。有时候，有些人或很多时候，很多人习惯了如何不思考，不去想，不去看，只觉得想和看是一种负担，就像看所谓的“艺术电影”一样很闷很想睡觉。他们通常不问为什么，因为麻烦。当他们问为什么的时候，却仅仅只是要人家告诉他们答案，而就算如此，他们有时又要装下很聪明的样子反对一下，但是反对的理由却可笑得很周星驰电影。

在人生路上活得如此，就算很赚钱都好，但是中空的脑就是中空的脑而不会因为有那一点丁钱而完善他的中空脑袋价值观。这好比是无论一个盒子外表有多漂亮高贵都好，如果里面空的就是空的。一个人从说话，思考倒发表意见，如果中空的话，那么他的内容一直都只是个loop 而已，不值得发表，但是很可惜的这种人很多时候都要一直重复又重复那些无聊的意见以表达自己的存在价值。

人生就像一条道路，如果蠢人当道和挡道就会连累别人，但叫他们走开他们却认为自尊心受损而赖死不走，硬要搞到交通瘫痪才行。这种人世界上很多，而我爱的“能国”马来西亚更是盛产如此人物的名产地。

而这种人，不管如何最后会发觉到当自己赖在道路中间时，会发觉原来世界是挡不住的。我只能很同情的对他们说声对不起此路不通，Give Way for others, 请让路转左，谢谢。

The Blue Rose

In a night of such loneliness, I saw you walked by, gazing sorrowful towards the void behind me.

Your beauty holds my breath, just like a blue rose that I can never touch.

I know I have fallen for you, for this moment that never again will be repeated.

Did you realize there are tears in your eyes? Did you hide your wounded heart?

I wish I can heal your broken smile.

Who is in your tearful eyes? Who is in your wounded heart?

I wish I can see through your heart.

But you did not see me. I am just a stranger that walked you by.

You are the blue rose in my heart, I shall remember the way we passed by.

I know I will be grieving for you, for the fate had just made us strangers.

Your beauty took my heart, just like a blue rose that I can never touch.

You are so alone in the dark, yet I know I will never be in your heart.

I am a stranger in your life and you are the blue rose that I can never touch.

杀生也可以很浪漫

有时杀生也可以很浪漫。人是种天生的捕食者，同时也是种很浪漫可爱的感性动物，只因人做每件事都会事前事后的想理由来解释自己的行为，杀生更是如此。就如钓鱼，人垂钓总有一百种理由，有人为了钓鱼而钓，有人为了吃鱼而钓，有人为了钓人而钓，当然有人为了不杀生而不钓却要渔夫为他而钓。动物捕猎只有为生存而杀，但人却有各式各样的理由来杀生。

人这种天生浪漫的物种，行为只是借口，而理由才是浪漫的中心。想起善人们买鸟放生，还会心中真诚的祷告希望它们不会再被捉到，尔后暗喜放生后的阴德，第二天心安的将桌上的鱼翅扫得一干二净，然后对着冠希的图片说：“真是阴功，真是没有廉耻，道德沦丧。”如此人物，我想就如唐吉訶德都要甘拜下风。