Friday, September 3, 2010
Thought...
8月29日 今天的我很悲很悲。一早起来，就一直思考那无常的酒神悲剧感的我。自从我心中流浪后，我一直不断的在思考人生的虚无。但今天却不知为何的感到那酒神式的悲哀。或许身为尼采跟随者和基督徒的我对自我式的信仰感到累了。我累不是因为我错了。我累也不是因为我迷失了。而是没有同辈的人能跟随我的思想和思考。就某种意义而言我因该是迷失了吧。
~~见友人忆故人于江月夜有感，而题《残梦》
昔夜回忆今日梦,惊醒欲记却朦胧。
昨夜对饮浸江月,却惊见雨落泪流。
魂牵怅恨梦萦念,凄凄惨惨又悲切。
啼泣无语红阑干,幽愁深思留残酒。
销魂醉意独憔悴,柔肠哭断几浓酒。
晚风吹拂人销瘦,残月江影载醉愁!
昨夜对饮浸江月,却惊见雨落泪流。
魂牵怅恨梦萦念,凄凄惨惨又悲切。
啼泣无语红阑干,幽愁深思留残酒。
销魂醉意独憔悴,柔肠哭断几浓酒。
晚风吹拂人销瘦,残月江影载醉愁!
Friday, July 16, 2010
16 degree, the weather is cloudy and it is nice. I went to the art centre in Brisbane’s Culture Centre. There is a nice place which full of fine arts. When I saw them, I suddenly realise art is so different to different people. One master piece will lead to thousand comprehensions. Different people see different meaning from it. I wonder what the stories behind the art are. Are they crying for expressing freedom and rebellion? Or are they just describing the history and feeling of their time?
The arts are the soul of human being. They are alive. I saw souls and emotion within them. They move by the colour and they tell by the paint. It is like stories told by the world itself. They are the motioning history itself.
Now, it is getting colder but it is ok. I wish I can live like the art. So I can rewind back to when the motion last. The moment of beauty last.
But, could I?
Only God knows.
The arts are the soul of human being. They are alive. I saw souls and emotion within them. They move by the colour and they tell by the paint. It is like stories told by the world itself. They are the motioning history itself.
Now, it is getting colder but it is ok. I wish I can live like the art. So I can rewind back to when the motion last. The moment of beauty last.
But, could I?
Only God knows.
Sunday, July 4, 2010
岁月偷闲
有时，当我走在那无限的现在时，会偷偷静止时间，再感受那种孤寂感。
过往生活，去去走走般使自己迷失于浓雾之中。偶尔抬头，望见那淡淡的月光，就像在忙碌的时
间停下并偷偷的透口气，再望下四周看看那忙碌的世界，但自身的时间仿佛停止不动。如此喘口
气再抽离出繁忙的自己。
仔细想想，那瞬间，淡淡的解脱错觉，就像嘲笑着不知为何而忙的自己。这种感触像杯陈年红酒
，得细细品尝。喝得太多会眩目酒醉，太少又不能体会到它的涩香，得先慢慢从酒香开始感受再
想象它在酒桶里的岁月，再细细的用舌尖想象那苦涩的酸味。
酒，喝完了。时间，动了。是时候整装上路了。
是的，时间就像一场无目的地的长跑，《阿甘正传》中的阿甘就是此中好手，低潮了，跑吧!奔
跑能把忧伤抛下。人生高峰了，再跑吧!为了再度挑战自己的可能性。
最后，奔奔走走，累了。停下休息，才能无悔的品尝时间这杯涩酒。酒醉无悔，来，各位干杯!
过往生活，去去走走般使自己迷失于浓雾之中。偶尔抬头，望见那淡淡的月光，就像在忙碌的时
间停下并偷偷的透口气，再望下四周看看那忙碌的世界，但自身的时间仿佛停止不动。如此喘口
气再抽离出繁忙的自己。
仔细想想，那瞬间，淡淡的解脱错觉，就像嘲笑着不知为何而忙的自己。这种感触像杯陈年红酒
，得细细品尝。喝得太多会眩目酒醉，太少又不能体会到它的涩香，得先慢慢从酒香开始感受再
想象它在酒桶里的岁月，再细细的用舌尖想象那苦涩的酸味。
酒，喝完了。时间，动了。是时候整装上路了。
是的，时间就像一场无目的地的长跑，《阿甘正传》中的阿甘就是此中好手，低潮了，跑吧!奔
跑能把忧伤抛下。人生高峰了，再跑吧!为了再度挑战自己的可能性。
最后，奔奔走走，累了。停下休息，才能无悔的品尝时间这杯涩酒。酒醉无悔，来，各位干杯!
A story of a city
Sometime someplace somehow, it is so different yet familiar.
Winter tells a story of a city of river. A story wrote by the scarlet sunset, the violet night and the enchanted moon.
On the balcony I stood, wind blows and stars shine, it’s a tale of the foreign lonely sky. Gaze upon the scenery, only the sound of moonlight whispering.
Only now, I see. Only now, I hear. Only now, I feel. It is just another lonely chapter of the tale from bluest dark sky.
Winter tells a story of a city of river. A story wrote by the scarlet sunset, the violet night and the enchanted moon.
On the balcony I stood, wind blows and stars shine, it’s a tale of the foreign lonely sky. Gaze upon the scenery, only the sound of moonlight whispering.
Only now, I see. Only now, I hear. Only now, I feel. It is just another lonely chapter of the tale from bluest dark sky.
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
Smooth Operator(lyric)~~Sade
He's laughing with another girl
And playing with another heart.
Placing high stakes, making hearts ache.
He's loved in seven languages.
Diamond nights and ruby lights, high in the sky.
Heaven help him, when he falls.
Diamond life, lover boy.
We move in space with minimum waste and maximum joy.
City lights and business nights.
When you require streetcar desire for higher heights.
No place for beginners or sensitive hearts
When sentiment is left to chance.
No place to be ending but somewhere to start.
No need to ask.
He's a smooth operator,
smooth operator,
smooth operator,
smooth operator.
Coast to coast, LA to Chicago, western male.
Across the north and south, to Key Largo, love for sale.
Face to face, each classic case.
We shadow box and double cross,
Yet need the chase.
A license to love, insurance to hold.
Melts all your memories and change into gold.
His eyes are like angels but his heart is cold.
No need to ask.
He's a smooth operator,
smooth operator,
smooth operator,
smooth operator.
Coast to coast, LA to Chicago, western male.
Across the north and south, to Key Largo, love for sale.
Smooth operator,
smooth operator,
smooth operator,
smooth operator,
smooth operator...
--- extra ---
He's laughing with another girl
And playing with another heart.
Placing high stakes, making hearts ache.
He's loved in seven languages.
Diamond nights and ruby lights, high in the sky.
Heaven help him, when he falls.
And playing with another heart.
Placing high stakes, making hearts ache.
He's loved in seven languages.
Diamond nights and ruby lights, high in the sky.
Heaven help him, when he falls.
Diamond life, lover boy.
We move in space with minimum waste and maximum joy.
City lights and business nights.
When you require streetcar desire for higher heights.
No place for beginners or sensitive hearts
When sentiment is left to chance.
No place to be ending but somewhere to start.
No need to ask.
He's a smooth operator,
smooth operator,
smooth operator,
smooth operator.
Coast to coast, LA to Chicago, western male.
Across the north and south, to Key Largo, love for sale.
Face to face, each classic case.
We shadow box and double cross,
Yet need the chase.
A license to love, insurance to hold.
Melts all your memories and change into gold.
His eyes are like angels but his heart is cold.
No need to ask.
He's a smooth operator,
smooth operator,
smooth operator,
smooth operator.
Coast to coast, LA to Chicago, western male.
Across the north and south, to Key Largo, love for sale.
Smooth operator,
smooth operator,
smooth operator,
smooth operator,
smooth operator...
--- extra ---
He's laughing with another girl
And playing with another heart.
Placing high stakes, making hearts ache.
He's loved in seven languages.
Diamond nights and ruby lights, high in the sky.
Heaven help him, when he falls.
I.V.(lyric)~~X Japan
Needles are piercing through my skin
I'll tell you the feeling what it's like
Is life just all about deception?
Please don't be a part of a fairy tale,
but you're so young to play with thy own will
Should I trade the breath of my life for freedom?
(In the rain) I'm calling you, dear
(To find the way) Can't you see me standing right here?
(Feel my pain) Life's bleeding from fear
(To find its way) I will give it straight from my vein
Needles are piercing through my skin
I don't fear the fucking life
This never meant I can't sit by
They say as if it takes me somewhere
Just let me swallow the faith by injection
Life better be rushing to my head, my love
I've played with this game before to find a piece of my true self!
I'm lost within!
(In the rain) I'm calling you, dear
(To find the way) Can't you see me standing right here?
(Feel my pain) Life's bleeding from fear
(To find its way) I will give it straight from my vein
I'm feeling my pain
Do you feel where it's been
Can you strip with the history of the world,
when it's sad part of life?
Cannot set the shadows fade,
forever fades away
I'm calling you, dear.
Can't you see me standing right here?
Life's bleeding from fear.
I'll give it straight from my vein.
(In the rain) I'm calling you, dear
(To find the way) Can't you see me standing right here?
(Feel my pain) Life's bleeding from fear
(To find its way) I will give it straight from my vein
I'll tell you the feeling what it's like
Is life just all about deception?
Please don't be a part of a fairy tale,
but you're so young to play with thy own will
Should I trade the breath of my life for freedom?
(In the rain) I'm calling you, dear
(To find the way) Can't you see me standing right here?
(Feel my pain) Life's bleeding from fear
(To find its way) I will give it straight from my vein
Needles are piercing through my skin
I don't fear the fucking life
This never meant I can't sit by
They say as if it takes me somewhere
Just let me swallow the faith by injection
Life better be rushing to my head, my love
I've played with this game before to find a piece of my true self!
I'm lost within!
(In the rain) I'm calling you, dear
(To find the way) Can't you see me standing right here?
(Feel my pain) Life's bleeding from fear
(To find its way) I will give it straight from my vein
I'm feeling my pain
Do you feel where it's been
Can you strip with the history of the world,
when it's sad part of life?
Cannot set the shadows fade,
forever fades away
I'm calling you, dear.
Can't you see me standing right here?
Life's bleeding from fear.
I'll give it straight from my vein.
(In the rain) I'm calling you, dear
(To find the way) Can't you see me standing right here?
(Feel my pain) Life's bleeding from fear
(To find its way) I will give it straight from my vein
Romance in red
Paradigm，那是种什么样的意思。有时，太 paradigm 是种很悲哀的故事。一个男人，太普通，太平俗，对女人是种灾害，也是种不幸，只因他们是木头，是石头。
无法和太 Paradigm 的男人浪漫，只因他们太 Paradigm ，他们不知美景的珍贵，更没有如《倾城佳话》中的 Nicolas Cage 和穿红色晚服的 Bridget Fonda 相聚于餐馆共舞的那份情调。
那一幕， Bridget Fonda 的淡淡笑容，红艳的晚服，彼此之间许下的承诺就如一杯香醇的香宾，甜甜的香气，盖过了那醉人的酒精，加上一曲爵士舞曲，令我想起了Chris de Burgh 的 The Lady in Red。这一些是迷幻的轻音乐，也是种令人欲罢不能的麻药。而能主导舞曲进行的，想必只有那迷人的 Casanova 而已。
无法和太 Paradigm 的男人浪漫，只因他们太 Paradigm ，他们不知美景的珍贵，更没有如《倾城佳话》中的 Nicolas Cage 和穿红色晚服的 Bridget Fonda 相聚于餐馆共舞的那份情调。
那一幕， Bridget Fonda 的淡淡笑容，红艳的晚服，彼此之间许下的承诺就如一杯香醇的香宾，甜甜的香气，盖过了那醉人的酒精，加上一曲爵士舞曲，令我想起了Chris de Burgh 的 The Lady in Red。这一些是迷幻的轻音乐，也是种令人欲罢不能的麻药。而能主导舞曲进行的，想必只有那迷人的 Casanova 而已。
Monday, June 7, 2010
La Vie en Rose
那是一种阶段，是一种新的思想境界和格局。那淡淡的对俗气厌恶的感觉，体会像夜晚和黄昏之间的紫霞般唯美的感动，和太多像爱琴海的浪漫动感。
偶尔，听见了俗气的歌会摇头, 但听见了那些经岁月与沧桑洗礼的歌声, 那沙哑却美妙的歌喉如 Julie London 的爵士灵魂，却会细细的体会那 smoky 的美。在那时，歌就是一个故事的形容词了。
那是，一种提早的分水岭。在此时我已是浪漫人生的游牧者，只被那La Vie en Rose的美所感动，无他，只为那朵它，那沧桑的玫瑰人生。
偶尔，听见了俗气的歌会摇头, 但听见了那些经岁月与沧桑洗礼的歌声, 那沙哑却美妙的歌喉如 Julie London 的爵士灵魂，却会细细的体会那 smoky 的美。在那时，歌就是一个故事的形容词了。
那是，一种提早的分水岭。在此时我已是浪漫人生的游牧者，只被那La Vie en Rose的美所感动，无他，只为那朵它，那沧桑的玫瑰人生。
Monday, May 31, 2010
Blue Moon(lyric)~~The Mavericks
Blue moon...Without a love of my own
Blue moon
Is someone standing alone?
Without a dream in my heart
Without a love of my own
Blue moon
You're just what I was there for
You heard me saying a prayer for
Someone I really could care for
Without a love of my own
Blue moon
Is someone standing alone?
Without a dream in my heart
Without a love of my own
Without a love of my own
Blue moon...Without a love of my own
La luna...Esta en el cielo..
Con todas las estrellas..
Riendo muy remenante?
Without a love of my own
Blue moon
Without a love of my own
Blue moon
Is someone standing alone?
Without a dream in my heart
Without a love of my own
Blue moon
You're just what I was there for
You heard me saying a prayer for
Someone I really could care for
Without a love of my own
Blue moon
Is someone standing alone?
Without a dream in my heart
Without a love of my own
Without a love of my own
Blue moon...Without a love of my own
La luna...Esta en el cielo..
Con todas las estrellas..
Riendo muy remenante?
Without a love of my own
Blue moon
Without a love of my own
Jade(lyric)~~X Japan
Roam through the life to find a shadow
The flame of light, feel it disappear
Sank to the darkness in it’s end
Was it your secret?
Stop holding your fear
Let memory regret, die alone
Oh will you be there,
There shows you how it’s free, ’till you feel alive
‘Cause you are beautiful, your scars are beautiful, Like the jade
You’ll still shine, when you sink into the sea
When all the bleeding scarlet jealousy goes away with me
Make dawn of mind without the night, looking through the eyes of fallen angels
Sink like a stone into the dark where no light can touch
Then go back my vault, I’ll be in mystery
Tries to take me alone to the end of the world
Where I still believe, Jade
Hold your light ‘Cause you are beautiful
Your glow was beautiful, yesterday
I still hide, at the scene of memories
Oh I still hold my rosary beneath the way of life
Will you feel where the bloody face of love to break away, escape
Flows like the stars of the sky
Walk in the ocean out of mind
Makes me wanna die together as heaven
Ah, another day has come, another self has gone to the flame
It’s burning love
自分で切り裂いた 胸の傷跡さえ 美麗になる 迄
‘Cause you are beautiful, your scars are beautiful like the jade
You’ll still shine, when you sink into the sea
While all the bleeding scarlet jealousy goes away with…
Our love forever, You’ll believe, Leave your mystery, In your heart
My Jade
The flame of light, feel it disappear
Sank to the darkness in it’s end
Was it your secret?
Stop holding your fear
Let memory regret, die alone
Oh will you be there,
There shows you how it’s free, ’till you feel alive
‘Cause you are beautiful, your scars are beautiful, Like the jade
You’ll still shine, when you sink into the sea
When all the bleeding scarlet jealousy goes away with me
Make dawn of mind without the night, looking through the eyes of fallen angels
Sink like a stone into the dark where no light can touch
Then go back my vault, I’ll be in mystery
Tries to take me alone to the end of the world
Where I still believe, Jade
Hold your light ‘Cause you are beautiful
Your glow was beautiful, yesterday
I still hide, at the scene of memories
Oh I still hold my rosary beneath the way of life
Will you feel where the bloody face of love to break away, escape
Flows like the stars of the sky
Walk in the ocean out of mind
Makes me wanna die together as heaven
Ah, another day has come, another self has gone to the flame
It’s burning love
自分で切り裂いた 胸の傷跡さえ 美麗になる 迄
‘Cause you are beautiful, your scars are beautiful like the jade
You’ll still shine, when you sink into the sea
While all the bleeding scarlet jealousy goes away with…
Our love forever, You’ll believe, Leave your mystery, In your heart
My Jade
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